throwing up in my mouth

just when i was getting excited about the space jam release i saw these and *read the title* i mean come on, its almost like jordan is just collaborating with the bootleggers now.

now i see why there arent anymore dope boys left.

wild young hearts

this is one of those cds that you can listen to from beginning to end. take a break from that american pop culture bull and listen to something called music

Noisettes-wild young hearts

out now

as i chill on cloud 13....

At this time in my life I feel that the more I express my feelings the more trouble I get into. Sure its our amemdmant to have freedom of speech but I feel it doesn't apply to me. The world isn't ready for the thoughts I have in my mind or the things I have to say. I'm only 21 but I observe the world around me everyday and I absorb so much. But when I wana express my feelings it seems people always wanna catch feelings and get mad emotional or angry. Althogh in life I never had to struggle I never really did anything the right way. I barely made it through high school, got kicked out the united states air force, lost countless relationships and a majority of this was because of my mouth or my perception of things around me. I just feel that I will always be alone in this universe. I'm not afraid of dying alone anymore. My mind has been atlered so much from the innocence of my childhood I don't even know what's important to me anymore. I'm just drifting through space without any comrades, just me.

One day we will all die,

But until then I will...

monday venting

3 2 1 go....ahem. I just saw a tmobile commercial and they were asking american customers what they want from there company and they were saying crap like cheaper bills and unlimited texting to the ladies. All I want is to see more black people in the commercial sheesh! Or at least one please I mean I'm sure most of the sidekick sales are from minorities but anywho tacobell love black atleast I mean they have a whole hard shell they dedicated to the color, I mean...wait hold on, a black shell? Who's bright idea was that? It truely looks burnt and disgusting. Ever since the dog disappeared tacobells advertising has gone down the drain haha. And that concludes Monday venting, up next is the rest of your week, have a good one! ;-)